your hole that fits mine

the moment i saw you
i knew you'd be the closest i'd get to
being close

i didn't know what to do with that feeling
happiness

but they know now
and they're hungry
really fucking hungry
because, for as long as i know -
they've been chasing me

and now they're ready
now they're strong enough to break through
and i cant fight them

i use to be able to when i was strong but
you've made me weak

and now i cant
i cant

i cant
let me go
they're ready now
they're coming

" im sick of feeling totally alone
i want to have friends who like me for who i am

want to be part of a family who loves me for who i am
and not someone i pretend to be- to keep in

sick of hiding
of being sad
and scared

.....

its only love
whats everyone so scared of? "